I wrote these down as they came to me and are in no particular order.
1. Take a photograph of the
2. Eat crème brulee in a Parisian café - hopefully at a street table - weather permitting.
I've only ever passed through
3. Get involved with the Christmas shoe box appeal. It's one of those things that I have heard other people speak about and I have always thought it was a good idea but have never got around to doing anything about it. Well this is the year my friend.
4. Knit for
5. Read "Bury My Heart at
6. To grow something that I can eat - some actual food and not mustard or cress because that doesn't count - its a garnish at best.
7. Find a publisher for my book BTL even if it's me.
8. Learn enough of a foreign language to hold a basic conversation. I am favouring Italian because to be honest, if my numbers come up on the lottery I'll be living in a farmhouse set in the hillsides surrounding Rome so it'll come in very handy.
9 Wear a dress. The last time I wore a dress was December 1998 (might have been '99). I still have that dress as it no longer fits and is no longer age appropriate, I guess I'll be buying a dress too. I don't know where I'll wear the dress to but I'll figure that out later.
10. Have an Indian head massage. Not quite sure what's involved in it but when my friend Gwen was bought one as a birthday present a few years ago I liked the sound of it.
11. Fill in at least 2 more gaps in my family tree.
12. Create a piece of visual art. I'm more of a writer than an artist but I'd like to give it a go.
13. Watch "Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon" all the way through in one go. I must have tried to watch this at least 4 times and have fallen asleep every time. I have said in the past that I could start this at and I'd still fall asleep so this will be a bit of a challenge.
14. Master the Baked
15. Be vegetarian for a week. I don't eat a vast amount of meat but I do enjoy it but I also love vegetables so this should be interesting.
16. To tweet.
17. De-clutter - I am a terrible hoarder and I have so much junk. Maybe the first thing I'll get rid of is that dress I mentioned in number 9.
18. Have a "proper" picnic. I'm not just talking about a sandwich eaten on the run in the fresh air, I mean an actual meal, eaten outside in a special place.
19. Paddle in the sea.
20. Watch a live sporting event. I watch a lot of sport on TV but its been a long time since I saw anything in the flesh as it were.
21. Make (and eat obviously) bread and butter pudding. As a child I hated the thought of this because I thought it would just be soggy bread but now I'm a grown up (allegedly) it has more appeal. My friend David who is a very good cook has a recipe for it that involves pantone so maybe I'll ask him for that.
22. Make (and eat again) jelly and ice-cream. A road accident when I was a little girl caused almost total amnesia and I only have about half a dozen memories of my early days and one of them is making jelly with my mum in the kitchen of the house we lived in at the time. It is a very precious memory.
23. Paint a plate ... or two. I once had a boss who was divorced but got to see his little girl on Saturdays. He would usually ring up work to ask how things were and I used to ask him what he and his daughter were up to this week. At least half the time (when she was about 8) she was painting a plate.
24. Do some cross-stitching - or do you make it? Well whatever you do I'm going to have a go. My sister does it very well but I've always thought that I wouldn't have the patience for it. I guess we'll see.
25. Produce TRTR in book form. I wrote it at a particularly bad time in my life and that process help me get through it. It is a record of what happened and how it affected me. How it felt for me. This will not be anything mass produced and I won't be trying to get it published by anyone. I will use print on demand to produce one copy as a permanent reminder. I'm not sure why I want to do this because it was horrific but I think its something that I need to do.
26. To buy an ice cream complete with raspberry sauce from an ice cream van. I might even push the boat out and make it a 99. Haven't done this in years.
27. Do a jigsaw, a proper jigsaw, maybe 1000 pieces though I don't know how much room I would have to free up for that. The last time I did one I was on a maternity ward in the early stages of labour with my youngest son which makes it almost 28 years ago.
28. Drink a pint of beer as in from a pint glass. It will mortify my mother but hey, I'm a grown up.
29. Fill a bottle (brandy or similar) with small loose change (has to go through the top) and when it's full donate it to a charity.
30. Make a guy. I've never made one but I can remember my brother making one every year to be chucked on top of the bonfire on November 5th. I won't be having a bonfire but I thought that I could use the guy as a fundraising tool. Maybe I'll sit him in the window at work with a bucket in front of him and maybe he'll get a few pennies.
31. Set up a savings account with regular deposit. It seems like a grown up thing to do.
32. Keep a diary. It'll probably be a book rather than a diary given that I'll be unlikely to find a shop that's still selling diaries at this time of year and anyway I won't be keeping it from January to December so a book will work better. I guess a diary is just a book with date sin anyway so I'm sure it'll work fine.
33. There is an historical site (Roman Fort) within 2 miles of where I live and I have never visited it even though I have lived here for years and the Roman period fascinates me. That fort is going to get a visit.
34. Put a message in a bottle and drop it into the sea. I thought about attaching one to a balloon and letting it go but I don't think those balloons are environmentally friendly.
35. Do a blanket collection for the rescue centre that we got our two dogs from. They are always appealing for blankets in winter and it would be good to give something back.
36. Take next season's Fantasy Football seriously. My sons started a league years ago and invited me to join along with the rest of the family probably because they didn't want to leave me out. Living in a house full of men for the last 30 odd years I do take an interest in football and can explain the off side rule and pride myself in a bit of knowledge,e but I have to be honest I choose a team at the beginning of the season and pretty much forget about it. Everyone else is making transfers and adjusting their teams while I can't even tell you who is in mine. Needless to say I have come bottom of the league every season. Next season I'm going to do what the rest of them do - I'm going to do it for the girls.
37. Get behind a cause that I believe in. I have opinions and things that I believe in and its time to stand up and be counted.
38. Bake bread, from scratch, with my hands. No bread mixes no machines, just me the flour the yeast and whatever else goes in it.
39. Use the pink pen more.
40. Draw a self portrait. Given that I can't draw a straight line this could be tricky but then. I'm not made of straight lines so maybe not. I just thought it would be interesting to see how I see myself.
41. Complete a hard Sudoku puzzle in The Guardian newspaper. I sometimes try to do the one in the Saturday edition of that paper(which I don't read but apparently has a good sports section) and more than once I have looked at it for half an hour without even making a mark on the grid. Some time ago I was given a book of Sudoku puzzles and never progressed beyond the easy section.
42. Bring out the Italian in me (there's a bit of it in there somewhere) and make my own pasta from scratch. I've often fancied a pasta maker but I'm not sure how often I'd use it.
43. Buy some red shoes. I was wearing red shoes when I met my husband over 30 years ago and to this day if you ask him what he remembers about that moment it was that I was wearing red shoes. They are the only red shoes that I have ever owned.
44. Make pierogi. I think I've spelled it right but in case I haven't I mean the little Polish dumplings. We ate them in a milk bar in Krakow and they were delicious. Its something that I've been meaning to do but never got round to.
45. Make my hands soft again. At a family party 30 odd years ago, one of my (now long dead) uncles took hold of my hands and said they were beautiful. He remarked on how soft they were and said that he hoped that they would always stay that way. Sadly they have not stayed that way and recently seem to be worse than ever. My uncle would spin in his grave if he could feel them now.
46. Give flowers to someone for no reason at all. Someone did this to me a few months ago and I can't tell you how happy it made me.
47. Create a treasure chest containing the things that are special to me.
48. Find something old and shabby and return it to at least a sense of its former glory.
49. Take lots of photographs to remember the journey by and I might even be in a few.
50. The last thing that I plan to do during my 50th year is live for all 365 days.